mm.. today has been quite a rough day in a way. a lot of things going throuhg my small head and a lot of things waiting in line for me to let them come to my head. I try to find a good way to get all those out, but havent found one, just have to meditate and try to talk and do some other practises to be able to let go. Today i also dug quite deep inside and not it all seems too heavy on my shoulders.. But it will go away.. i know that, just will have to wait and be patience.

well, i will get going to sleep soon..